Woke up early in the morning due to my Grandmother.

She thought that i've exam today and was rushing me to school.

When it was only 5.30am .

So , i dragged myself out of the bed, because, i don't want to suffer all the naggings.

Went to prepare, and went off to school.

Reached school as early as 6.28am.

Rushed Xiuwen.

She reached at 6.44am.

Then we went to slack at the staircase.

XuanNa messaged me and said that, the whore's with her. o;

It was like, scary ? hehe.

Then when she arrived. Xiuwen started to be sarcastic towards her.

That makes me laugh like one mad woman.

I too, joined in the fun. Who wouldn't ?

Walked up to school.

After assembly, art was the first period.

Hand in my work.

And teacher was asking me to do my examination work piece.

Didn't know what to do.

After 2 period. I just draw a flower and destroyed it with my "marvellous drawing skill"

Okay, i was ranting (:

Science was next after Art.

Done those work. And miraclely, i scored 15/20 for section A.

That was like , the first time i passed my science without cheating. ^^

Which i am quite proud of myself.

Recess next. Something happened.

And something bad happened. Shall not elaborate. (:

And to you , Stop finding unneccesary troubles .

Chinese was next.

Didn't pay any attention in class. Busy chatting with , InnerAffair and Laopo.

And i can't blame anyone, but myself, just myself.

I am the one who chose to give up on myself.

People have given me chances again and again.

I didn't cherish. I thrown all aside.

I gave up on myself. So who could i blame?

No one, myself (: .

I chose this wrong path, at the very first place.

2 period of English next.

Was obsessed with the song " touch my body "

Changed to the place where we would sit at during exam.

Sit next to Azmi . In front of Lavanya. Next to Jocelyn . Behind of Megana.

Xiuwen and Xuanna is going to be in front of Azmi.

Math next.

Slept. Was so flared up.

I don't know what goes over me recently.

I throw temper and get moodswings easily.

I could get flared up, and start shouting and scolding anyone that is near me to vent out my anger.

My attitude getting suckier and suckier.

And i am now immune to other people's negative thoughts about me.

I feel no more pain.

I am getting used to leading this type of life.

It's something good too .

Because, i've learnt independent. Relying on myself is far off better than relying on your "friends"

They are double-faced.

They just left .

Some worst, you're in front of them, and they could pretend that you're not here.

Treating you as some invisible freaks.

I could live on without them. Anyway, i got used to it.

I wonder what has happen to all my Primary School Friends.

They would always make me laugh no matter what happen.

And whenever i am sad, be it about, friendships, relationships,studies,families.

They are always there, never letting me to be alone.

Never treating me as invisible.

Friendships in secondary, are just so fake.

Okay, nevertheless , Geog was after Math.

Was brooding about the past, shagged.

I started tearing abit.

And when Mrs Ching came in, she started throwing all my books onto the floor.

My books were in the drawer.

Mr Sugu have given me the permission to put it there till Monday.

So what's with her throwing all my books down there?

And to the extent, step on it.

Told her, the books were mine.

She just kept on shouting, " Whose book?! whose book!? "

Then i just shout into her face. That , IT WAS MINE.

Started quarreling with her.

And she have nothing much to say, as Mr Sugu has given me the permission to left it there.

So, she picked it up for me, and starts to Sayang them.

Digustingly, i feel like puking.

Her cannot-move-neck really disgusts me lots.

Started to quarrel with her.

Swear into her face. Being sarcarstic.

After school, went to backgate.

Disastrous.

They stripped me ):

Which was like, damn scary.

After that, bus home.

And went to Grandma's house. And that's all.