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Alone.. LAREINA BELLA AI Janice,14,BalestierHillSec Loveables :
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11:11 Happiness is all i wish to have.... --  Same new bag with Jaslyn Promoted to 3E2 15 points for O Level Shop till i drop FRIENDS FOREVER WITH JJXED! |
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Thursday, December 3, 2009 Actually, i'm alright, seriously. I think many of you will think that i am seeking sympathy from all of you. But please shut the fuck up if you don't know what had happened to me. My childhood is a fleeting one. Unlike many other kids with normal homes and everyday parents. I count myself lucky because i still have my grandparents with me. I felt really devastated when i realise that my relative's attitude to me aren't like the past anymore. They lost control of me. They stop lecturing and reprimanding me like what they did before. Their words became harsher and harsher day by days. I started telling myself, " If i get good resuls one day, if i get rich one day, I will show all of them what i've achieved." But all i know is to think of the what-ifs. What-ifs this, and what-ifs that. I could've really achieve them if i've worked hard. There's never too late. IF i start studying now, will i achieve them? My dream as a lawyer.. will i ever achieve them? I don't know. I've read many stories about losers turning over a new leaf and achieved good grades and a good future. Even drugs addict, those junkies can turn over a new leaf, i believed, i can too. I've grown matured. Spammers/anonymouse guests, tagg-ers. Critizise me for all you want okay. People have their own views, i will not start any unneccesary quarrels with you. Guys, how old already. Grow up please. (: . If i am not wrong, you're all already in secondary school. Secondary 2 next year. You're 14 not 4. You've alot of things to do such as studying and striving for your goals. Streaming in secondary 3. Why are you still so free? Some of you might think in this way, " Family problems what, i also have, come here act one ke lian only." Maybe you are more stronger than i am. And you can cope with what had happened in your family. Too bad, i can't. You can say that i am weak, seeking for attention and things like that, i don't really care anyway, ( But deep down in my heart, i mind alot ). But i am not going to give a damn about it. Just silent those harsh words. Thank you very much. -- Audrey came to meet me in my house and after uploading those photos in her phone, i found that i can't upload mine. What i was told by the computer,machine was that i have to format my memory card, which means i have to delete everything in my memory card. So yeah, if anybody have any idea what to do other than deleting everything in my memory card, please inform me as soon as possible yeah. Went Audrey house, She've moved to 145. YAY! Which means, it's just one bus stop away from my house. 10 minutes walk! Yipee! No longer have to travel all the way to China town now and see those china prositutes. Audrey's landlord doesn't allow pets and i am damn fustrated about that, because audrey promised me that, she can take care of my pet for the next 2 weeks or so. Terri came and she promised to take good care of my hamster. So, without any hesitation, i leave my hamster with her. She went back home and have her dinner and so did Audrey and i. Prawn noodle for dinner. And there's this old lecher that came to ask and so called "flirt" with us. Someone shouted at him furiously and he went off. Thanks alot. Met Terri and went to china town aftermath, reached china town around 15 minutes later which is about 8.15pm. Walked around and find alarm clock for audrey's mom. The boss said that i don't love myself and i think that he thinks that i am those " slut " and " ahlian ". " I love myself that's why i make up, i love myself that's why i buy nice clothes, i love myself that's why i put a jewellery to make my tongue look nicer." I reasoned with myself,terri, audrey and the boss. And well, he shut up and we went off. Went to the magic shop, and it was closed. Went over to lucky chinatown to play with the lift. It's fun. Going up up up and down down down. Saw those prositutes at the " greengreen" building and we supposed that they are finding customers. Laughed at them. They have no self-love. Audrey,Terri and i started to speak in different accent and making a fool out of us. Even though others might think that we are crazy, but we are having real fun. Finally out of those hyprocites' worlds. Went to Subway and have fun disturbing Audrey's brother. He worked there and i ordered many cookies and cancelled all of them. Hehe. Went to buy what Terri needed and went home around 10. Going overseas in 2 days time. It's 12;08 now. Going over seas in about 30 more hours, I don't really want to go there, it makes me think of those past that i want to forget. The memory my mother, sister and i have. I don't want to think of it. Should i run out of house tomorrow? So that i don't have to travel all the way to china town? Hmm.... Till then, ciaos. |
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